Saturday, July 20, 2013

Alone

I feel so alone. Alone and discouraged. God, I just can't be strong on my own. Help me. Help me find Your strength. So many people in my life are happy but I am sad. I feel that I'm being punished, even though I don't think You work that way. Noah was full of so much joy and compassion. I feel like my joy and compassion were ripped from me when he left. I just don't know what to do anymore. So much sadness, anger, and depression. If you're reading this, please pray for me. I know there is hope. I know there is joy. It's just hard to see right now. Guess it's just one of those rough days.

4 comments:

Lindsay said...

I'm praying for you Jenny. I want you to know Noah is important to me and even though I never knew him here on Earth, I think of him and you a lot. All my love.

Lindsay

Jenny Osborn said...

Thank you Lindsay. Your prayer and encouragement mean a lot to me.

Connie said...

I will keep you in my prayers.

Jenny Piscitelli said...

Just read this after I already sent you my email today. I am so sorry. I completely feel the same way and struggle with all the same struggles.
The "it's NOT FAIR" feeling comes to me sooo often.
I don't even know how to be an encouragement. I'm just so sorry.